October 27, Tuesday 2009 rated 5 (In a funk)

I think I definitely am getting sick with something, but the onset must be slow because all I have is a little cough and a small sense of discomfort in my upper trachea.  I was coughing only a little today.  I hope I’m not worse tomorrow.  If so, I’m sure there is a way I can up $36 for my vicodin refill.  We’ll see.

Work was moderately steady today.  I had Athena with me, so we rocked out.  Rita said she had to talk to me about something, sounded negative, but she never got around to it.  I guess if I make my shift tomorrow we’ll find out.

I have begun to notice that my life is moving along in a predictable and steady pace lately.  As nice as that is, I also notice something else quite troubling:  I am not as creative or outgoing as I once was, almost as if I am in a funk.  I seem to have lost the ability to assert myself to other people.  Previously, in life, this was a hallmark ability that I possessed–gone now almost completely, I’m sad to report.  I need to re-gain this if I am to ever succeed in the way that I want to.

Intake: Ø day 5

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