October 21, Wednesday 2009 rated 5 (strange thing happened–realization about the world)

Today was busy for a Wednesday at work.  I finally convinced them to put a third man on Wednesday night.  I’m really starting to get burned out with the routine.  It’s been quite the struggle at that place lately, so much for 2 people to get accomplished.  Other than that, I’m happy there.  I don’t dread going to work anymore; I get along well with the people there; it beats the shit out of Subway, so I always remember that at least.

Something quite strange happened today; Leah, a girl I was friends with back in my Subway days, called me at 1:30 in the morning.  That in itself isn’t outrageously strange, but when she started asking me if I knew where to get any cocaine it became strange.  I haven’t spoken to or seen this girl in months, probably 3 months, so it caught me really off guard.  Of course, I told her that I didn’t know where to get anything (I really don’t; I don’t mess with coke; it’s really no fun). Anyways, I saw today that she had called me on my caller ID while I was at work.  I called her back to discover that she thought she had OD’d on coke.  She had been smoking it, and she thought that she had a tad too much.  I told her to find some Valium and if she couldn’t that she should go to the E.R.  Damn, I’ve been departing from drugs lately.  I notice, it seems a lot more, how messed up that whole world is, just sickening to me more and more.  Perhaps that’s a good thing.

Intake: Ø day 3, a little alcohol

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