Today was a bad, bad, bad day. I found out today that I would not be able to move to Franklin St. with the two young people I met. I am very bummed out, spent the day with Kelly, smoked, and felt shitty. This is the worst news I’ve had in a long time. I feel terrible about it. I feel like I’ve done something to bring this along–I’ve been pretty bad with the drugs since returning to Oshkosh, so I’m depressed. I’ve started 100 mg. Amitriptelenyne with 10 mg. Lexapro just to see if anything helps.
Intake: ø day 3, alcohol