Another day, another dollar. I’m broke now, after my wonderful little drug-run of the last few days. Feel shitty about that still. Whatever, it’s over now, and I have been shown quite severely what my mind will make me do to myself from time to time. Can’t happen again.
Otherwise the day was average. I slept like 12 hours; drink+antidepressants will do that to a person. I started the amiltryptelene again, depression was creeping in again today. I know this time at least the medication will help with that. I have enough to last the next 2 weeks at least. After that I’ll be getting some more; just hope I can do a good long run without any narcs–get back on track.
I’ll be home in 4 days time, can’t wait.
Intake: Ø thank God, day 1
