I’m writing this half-drunk, decided to have a few Kessler’s, just to feel a little better. Still horribly depressed. Really hope the amiltriptelene kicks in sometime soon.
Hug out with Dave and Kelly today. Smoked a little. Helped Dave sit up a tent; it was sunny out, but still a little bit on the cool side. I talked with Rob tonight; he has lost his job because of some bullshit. I felt so bad for him and his family that I ended up getting depressed myself.
Chatted with Renee and Kimmy on Facebook. They tried lifting my spirits, but I still feel down.
I’m on day 3 of my detox. I ate some more darvocet today, so I hope I’ll not hit bottom so hard.
I wish I could just be happy.
Intake: DETOX, day 3, 200 mg propx oral, smoked