Detox is going quite well; I’m really surprised that I’m not hurting more. Let’s see, here is how I’m beating it today–100 mg amitriptylene and a centrum vitamin at bed-time. I’m making sure to eat well all the time, and today I was able to score some darvocet; boy does that ever help with the physical symptoms, but it surely doesn’t ever get you high. I was also able to smoke with Kelly, and that helps with some thanks too.
Today was a cold, dreary, shitty, and rainy day outside–felt like fall. Tonight is the first night that I am sleeping with my windows closed since probably May. Work was work, nothing spectacular happened. The amitriptelene is helping the depressions I think, so I wasn’t nearly as down today as the past few days. I’m looking forward to the week ahead now a little more.
Intake: Detox, day 2, 300 mg propox, smoked