Today was another depressing, horrible day. I sat at Cindy’s until 2:30 just feeling all crying, and sad, and down-right lethargic. Barely made it through work. April (luckily) spit me 2 of the vikes I gave her the other day, which just took the edge off, made work just bearable. I don’t quite have full AS, but tomorrow I should, and I have to work! Damn!. April also smoked a bowl with me in the parking lot at work that helped a little. I really hope the amitriptylene is going to help. I’d like to kick WAY down, and get clean for a few days.
Intake: 10 mg hydroco, oral, smoked (day .5)