Today was average, as many of my days are. I ended up trading some valuims for a few methadones, thank God, got me straight for work. Now I’m out of valium, but I have credit with my dealer for Tuesday next.
Stopped at Cindy’s, had a great Biblical conversation with Lennie [Cindy’s husband]. It was quite intense, very nice, we really connected for once in a great while. I really like Lennie, such a nice and good person he is. He just emanates it wherever he goes.
Work went so/so today. I look forward to that concerta! I had to take 5 valiums all told just to get through the night. What a terrible experience.
Talked with Ron on the phone for a bit, that was nice; wow, he really has changed for the better, no drugs, no alcohol, doing quite well, bought a car. I’m happy for him. I hope to see him really soon!!!
Intake: 20 mg methadone, 45 mg diazepam oral