Hung out with A_____ again today, went on the stereotypical “pill hunt” early this afternoon, and couldn’t score. A_____ gets sick after only 20 hours or so, her habit is way bad. She’s going to crash here, just like me, but can she handle it? Ended up scoring after work, that was nice, but for the first time in 2 years I have quite noticeable track marks on my right arm, which will certainly prevent me from selling any plasma for the next few weeks, or until I can quit shooting long enough for them to heal. F***.
Saw E____ at work tonight. She was nice, but her typical weird coldness was in full effect. I highly doubt that anymore “sexy time” will occur with her, which kinda sucks. She is pretty hot, but she obviously isn’t into me, and I see it.
This other girl, N_____, has gotten my attention at work lately. She is young for me, only 18, but after checking her Facebook page thoroughly I have discovered that she is quite wise past her years, mature in her tastes and experiences.. I get the feeling at work that she is attracted to me … and am to her in the slightest way. I hesitate because she is so very young. My prediction is that we will spend time together this week. I could see a future with her, quite intelligent.
Intake: 75 mg morphine IV